Honestly, if you can't be somewhat competetive in recruit gear. It's not the fault of the game. It's that you are bad. You need to adjust your playstyle to suit the conditions. This isn't 10-49 where you have been blasting lowbies. You are the lowbie again, and you should honestly be able to stack full BM in a week. If you can't compete once you get BM, then just unsub.