I don't think she really loved them. She had the chance to take vengeance or die trying, but she chose to submit instead. Any dutiful dauther/son would run at their parents murderer vengefully, weapon in hand, with a deafening roar. but not dear Jaesa. No, she fell to her knees in fanatical gratitude and begged an unrepentant demon to make her one too. Auuu sweet delicious corruption. Wonder if sidious felt that good when the Jedi's champion pledged to serve him. dat darkside.