I wrecked every single person I played against with ease, including you (which isn't saying much, as you were a pretty easy takedown if I've ever seen one. The fact that you were the #5 ranked PT or whatever on the server goes to show just how low the skill of the community as a whole has fallen... no offense).
If I get a leaver/afker/pve'r/prepade pub group i can't change that. The skill-cap in this game is so low that it's not very carryable. It's not a MOBA, or a low GCD/no-GCD MMO. It's a molassesly slow 1.5s GCD cookie-cutter build MMO with no macros allowed.
The game is easy, and extremely low skill-cap for an MMO, stale content, dead PVP community that doesn't even have a high enough population to support a 4v4 solo Q and 2 factions. No reason to stay, and certainly not worth paying 15 bucks/month for. As for having an impact, there's nothing to even have an impact on. There's no real community to speak of, and not even any legitimate guilds. If you think you have an impact on anything by playing this game (even if you were good enough to, which you are not), I just feel badly for you. You've clearly exposed that a large proportion of your human ego is tied to this game. Knowing that, I really am sad for you, seriously. If you need someone to talk to call this #: 1 (800) 273-8255. There will be someone there who can help you.