Wow, I thought this was just a rage post then the OP felt the flames and hid in the corner like a dog with its' tail between its' legs.
I can't believe that you still think you're entitled to something that happened while you were not a current subscriber. It's not like you had what you'd think would be an original name. I would assume a high number of players who pre-ordered also knew the familiar name you were trying to create. I would bet that the name you created was probably created within the first week, if not day or hour, of each server going live. My guess is that one of those guys stayed subbed, and you didn't. There's plenty of creative ways to recreate a name that's been taken, which is what a large portion of the population had to do. When I subbed two or three months ago I created 8 characters, and I only got one of the original names I wanted. I had to get creative with the other 7 and they're not terrible names and still give the character a name that makes me think of what I originally wanted anyways.