Im torn between the two and i cant pick by myself. I want to heal in pvp. TELL me what to pick, i dont want to hear, its your choice blah blah, i want someone to pick for me. I CANNOT PICK FOR MYSELF. Please, and thank you!

I feel that jedi shadows are underpowered. They die very quickly and dont put out very much damage compared to other classes. I dont know what to do i get killed so fast and theres almost no way out of it! Sages just seem to be the better part of consulars. I might reroll trooper commando just because it seems to me it owns over anything. Im level 23 jedi shadow, ive tried infiltration (which i kinda liked but constantly had to run away to flee from death) and kinetic (Which i find awful, i cant kill anything and i dont take any less damage, if anything i feel i die faster) Havent tried balance but from what i heard its not very good. Anyone else feel the same way?