So I entered a WZ, healed up for the 2,5k and 75k medal (my healer alt is only 42, so no chance of getting 300k or 5k heal yet) plus the 10 kills.
During this time, we were in the lead, so I decided to try and get the dps medal for 75k, and the other medals for solo kill, killing blow and 25 kills.
I got the 75k medal, killing blow and 25 kills, but couldn't get the solo kill because I always had a guy following me because he knew I was a healer.
We lost. They blamed me for not healing all the time, and now I'm sure someone dislikes me, and will never group with me.
Only reason I play my merc is because I like healing in pvp, cc'ing and actually making a difference. I got a 50 sin in full columi gear, but I don't like melee pvp, never have. I have done a few wz's with it, and I do destroy anything I try to kill, but it's just not fun.
Worst part is that I rarely get ANY mvp's at all, eventhough I'm usually on 200k healing, 50k dmg, saving flag carriers and cc'ing. I always see the top dmg dealer getting all the mvp's.
Oh well, I still love pvp healing and I'll bathe in glory when I hit 50 and I can use my rakata medpac that I already got in my bag and get another medal.